Sweet dreams

 

Well,this comes as no surprise to me whatsoever.

I mean...Why should my dreams come true,huh?

It's not like I really wanted them to...Neah!

I had a feeling things were too good to be true.And so they were...

I took it as it came-like a bitter pill sliding down my throat.

Then silence settled in.Then numbness.Then peace.

Maybe this is not my time.Maybe I need to shine later on in this show.Maybe I'm just a perpetual 'extra'.Who knows?

I remember my childhood.How easy everything seemed back then!

Now,it's like one race after another.But I don't even get to win a prize...

I'm not sad.Just more aware.And quiet.

I love and I hate at the same time,knowing to be grateful for what I do have now.At this moment in time.

It's cold and I'm sad.It's warm and I'm blessed.

I'm young and I couldn't care less.