Random bits of me

 

from the crimson diary

"If I ever grow up,I want to have three dogs (Winston,Kent,Marlboro),three cats (Virginia,Walker,Jack) and a bull (my husband)."

"Niciodata nu te indragostesti de o persoana in sine.Nu!Te indragostesti de o culoare care te-a marcat din vestimentatia ei,de ochi,de o aroma ce ti-a invadat simturile si ti le-a incuiat intr-o cusca a fanteziei perpetue.Astfel,ajungi sa venerezi un concept,o proiectie perfect finisata a carnii.Deci,ceva ireal.

Stiind lucid ca-ti inchini altarul unei himere,te resemnezi cu zambetul pe buze si cu lacrimi in coltul genelor.Apoi,te predai clipei,senzatiei,caderii dulci in golul propriei fiinte..."

"N-as fi crezut niciodata ca voi putea uri pe cineva cu atatea ardoare pentru ceva atat de insignifiant..."

"Why do you feel ugly?"

"...maybe it's because nobody told me I was beautiful at the right time.And that seems to hurt even more than being told you're ugly..."

"The guilt...How do you smother the guilt?Tell me how can I get rid of it...Tell me I CAN get rid of it!"

"I'm starting to not care about caring..."

"Nu-mi place cantecul x.Rezoneaza gresit in mine,imi violeaza corzile sufletului.Pe scurt,imi gadila amenintator Cutia Pandorei."

"I hate you so much that,for a minute there,I thought I loved you."