I'll be my own savior

 

" I won't let you close enough to hurt me!"

I own a palace,I'm stuck in a cave,

I wake up every morning

to the same moldy wall

of yesterday.

something's unavenged,

I can feel it in my bones,

but I've yet to figure out what haunts 

my nightmares and my days

with storms.

so fixated,so out of touch-

 is this how the story goes for me?

no twist in the plot?

a cast of one?

sea of villains,desert of heroes?

stop it!I'm not the one to cry

over nothing!

...

but it sure feel like something's

groving mischievously

inside me.

it hurts so bad not to see

the good around me.

The thing is...The thing is I don't let people in.They just make a mess of what is already a pretty polished wreck.So,yeah...