I may have irradiated happiness with my entire being last night,but today was not such a case.
It's tragically amazing how your body can render you useless when in pain.Even a bloody toothache has the ability to make you want to fall to your knees in surrender.How fragile are we,then?
Because,my God,if I could turn myself off as a human like you would do a flickering light,I would do it in a heartbeat.It's not worth the torment of stubborn flesh,it's not worth the restlessness of a confused soul,it's not worth it at all...
Love,you say?Merely constant worry and eternal loss.Self-success?Majestic nutrient for flowers.Creation that will stand the test of time?Yes,but what good will that do me when I'm gone?Oh,how I crumble completely when I crave oblivion and yearn for darkness once more...
Maybe I'm growing mad.Or sane.Or both.Maybe this is some sort of twisted epiphany I never asked for.And there's also the uncertain future,always colliding with my own resigned self...
What a world I have created in my mind for myself!Disturbingly different from the truth.I might as well close my eyes and keep them shut.
It's tragically amazing how your body can render you useless when in pain.Even a bloody toothache has the ability to make you want to fall to your knees in surrender.How fragile are we,then?
Because,my God,if I could turn myself off as a human like you would do a flickering light,I would do it in a heartbeat.It's not worth the torment of stubborn flesh,it's not worth the restlessness of a confused soul,it's not worth it at all...
Love,you say?Merely constant worry and eternal loss.Self-success?Majestic nutrient for flowers.Creation that will stand the test of time?Yes,but what good will that do me when I'm gone?Oh,how I crumble completely when I crave oblivion and yearn for darkness once more...
Maybe I'm growing mad.Or sane.Or both.Maybe this is some sort of twisted epiphany I never asked for.And there's also the uncertain future,always colliding with my own resigned self...
What a world I have created in my mind for myself!Disturbingly different from the truth.I might as well close my eyes and keep them shut.
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